May 2008 Archives

I should be sleeping

...but I thought it more important to tell the Internets something.

Fear is a funny thing. As I look back on my career, I think any time I've been fearful of something it's held me back more than it's cautioned me. Gut instinct is what I should rely on for caution, not fear. But there is a precarious balance between the two.

We're blogging at work now. I think it's going fairly well.

Just spent a glorious four days in Water Color, Florida. Beautiful, wonderful, gorgeous water, houses, lap of luxury type stuff. I can't believe I've been up for, oh, the past 6 hours. I'm going to regret that today.

I've gained 5 or so pounds of late, but it's starting to feel like 20. When I get home, I'm going to have to get back to the gym.

Still trying to decide what direction to take on the press issue. It looks like we're going to buy it--I may just have to figure the website thing out on my own.

two blogs in one day, what is the world coming to?

I know, I know, it's been a long time since it's happened.

BUT, I just had to tell the Internets that tonight, we are going to swanky dinner (as if the evening couldn't get any better after that) with friends, and then to see STING (be still my beating heart) in BOX SEATS (blood pressure, lower yourself now).

file under: things I aspire to

What a week. We had a great show, but I'm exhausted. Tired, overwhelmed, not clear-headed. To boot, I just saw on the news that American is going to increase the charge to check bags again--$15 for the first, $25 for the second. For as much traveling as I do, that is annoying as all get out, and a great reason to start looking into chartering or private flights.

I have a ton to figure out this next week--new printing and fulfillment processes, the albums, etc. And we leave to Talequah on Friday. I'm excited to be going, but overwhelmed. I just want to work and get all this stuff figured out. Is that weird? I mean, who wants to work that much?

rollercoaster

things that make me happy:
my master bedroom: it's the perfect shade of blue
the dust skirt MIL made
the window treatment MIL made that matches the dust skirt
our sterling
our crystal
our bar
a clean garage
pretty weather
anna and her stellar designs

things that make me not so happy:
losing my retainers
knowing I hurt someone
not being able to tell them I'm sorry
not really being sorry
not having run in two months
stress
too many deadlines

in the midst of a third overtime...

yadda, yadda, you guessed it. I don't give much thought to hockey (or, for that matter, soccer, football, or basketball) games. Polo, you could queue my interest, perhaps rugby, maybe tennis, and on a long shot, lacrosse. But normally, sports are not my thing. If you ever hear anyone say "Boxed seats are my favorite sport", you can be guaranteed that they were somehow connected to me. And for sake of record, "boxed seats" is interchangeable with "suites". Same difference--if they serve cookies at halftime, and drinks are free, you can be assured, I will enjoy the sporting experience.

That's not what this post is about, however. Actually, I'm not sure what this post is about. We've had a productive weekend. We were consumers today, spending the day at, [gasp, of all places,} the MALL, spending the remainder of our gift card. Hint to all wedding-registers out there: Macy's had one heck of a deal, with an additional 20% off since it was Mother's day sale. Williams-Sonoma, not so much, but I got several marble cutting/pastry boards, and I LOVE those, so I'm not complaining. And while it turns out that the Dillard's in Frisco/Plano is rather divine, I had no idea that I could order my sterling through their store, but only my stainless on their website. Annoying.

Nevertheless, we spent the evening unloading our purchases into the Dallas house, dibbying up the remainder that is to go with me to the other house tomorrow. All-Clad spoons, pots, and other accessories seem so indulgent in comparison to my usual Wal-Mart saturated appliance/gadget selection. We're happy campers, really.

So now I'm sitting here, with DEAR hubby, dredging through numerous half-times of a Stars game. Hence the yadda, yadda.

I have some thoughts, but I don't know how to get to them. This weekend, I have been annoyed by people, felt sorry for people, empathized with people, and just enjoyed people. It's been a random weekend, albeit thoroughly enjoyable.

We spent Friday evening at my friend Suzanne's house, with her husband Aaron, eating delish tortellini and yumm-o salad. Loved the food, loved them, and can't wait to do it again. Saturday fell to working for me; David spent the morning being an adoring husband, ferrying me coffee at whim and omlette at hunger pain. We split mid-afternoon, so that he could go to a Kenny Chesney concert (need I explain my lack of desire to attend?) and I to girls night with Jen.

Jen selected Wine Tastic for the opening course--excellent suggestion. I left with three new bottles for us to try. Then it was on to Fish, a (dare I say it) swanky new sushi establishment in West Village. Good stuff. From there, we went to Chocolate Secrets for pairings of wine with chocolate, and then to Quarterbar, and from there to Republic. At that point in time, we decided we were past our going out days, and both content to be not old, but at least settled.

Sunday led to more work, a smattering of thank you notes, and an evening at our friends Pat and Cortney's house, which was, to say the least, amazing. I think David and I dream of being able to build the "perfect" house and P + C's definitely seemed perfect. We satiate the desire for a "perfect" house with the fact that we don't want to have one until we can WELL afford it, and right now, we're both very satisfied living below our means.

So that was the weekend, in a nutshell. I left out the emotion, the details, but that doesn't mean they don't exist. I'm going to go try to distract him from a hockey game now. Ha.

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